Are you living your life to the fullest?

Why people have to wait to hear they only have few months to live before living their life to the fullest? Why is that so? Why can’t they live their life to the fullest everyday?

When people found out they only have days to live, they will start regretting coz they haven’t done all the things they wanted to do. I think most people’s greatest regret is not telling the people around them how much they love them – these powerful words “ I LOVE YOU” and this one “I’m SORRY”

Since, I am not like that; I treat everyday as my final day. I want to laugh as much as I can, to say sorry to people I have cause pain, and ‘I love you’ to people around me. And of course, to thank god for the “blessed day” I have. NO matter how hard my day is, I am still happy. Why? Because, I am ALIVE.

Imagine this, you worked so hard to earn money for your future. And when you get sick, what happens to your hard earned money? Money cannot always save you.

When my dad got sick, I don’t know if I have to be thankful that we have money to hospitalized him and get medication or I will curse money.  Coz that money made him suffer. Perhaps, if we didn't bring him to hospital, we still have him. He may be suffering from pain, but it’s the same, he would still suffer and will die eventually, pero sa ospital – ang bilis. I cried whenever I remember how much he had suffered. And I couldn’t stand it when we removed his respirator and he began to struggle from breathing. And he died. Ganon lang yun. Ang bilis.

3 days before my dad passed away, I cannot sleep with lights off, up to now I still can’t. The moment I switch off the light, my heart begun to race.

Do not miss any opportunity, it might never come again. Seize it! Live your life as if it’s the last day. Why regret, if you can prevent it? Do things you always wanted to do, make your list and start doing it. Don’t wait for the right time to come, make the time you have now to be the right one. Know how to utilize it, remember, you only have one life. The moment you die, there’s no turning back, even if reincarnation does exists, it’s no longer you, you only have the “nostalgic memories”, what you have today might be different in your next life.

Learn how to dance with life. LIVE. LAUGH.LOVE. Cheers!

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A birthday greetings from heaven

Yesterday was my birthday. I celebrated it on the road with my family. Since we went on a vacation to Sagada to Baguio, i was able to get some rest. Before I went back to Manila, I dropped by to my dad's grave. It was the first time I celebrated my birthday without my dad, but that's fine. Because last night, my dad greeted me with a warm hug in my dreams. He cannot possibly miss my birthday. I really thank God for that wonderful dream.

What funny with this dream, is that it seems really real. That my dad rose from his grave just to greet me and ask for the gift :D It was touching and scaring.  
I was awaken around 3am and don't want to go back from my sleep because I am really scared. But since I was so sleepy, I slept again.

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