Did you ever feel stranger with the people around you?

Lately, I've been feeling down. This is my fourth week being surrounded with Czech speakers... they can speak English but they are rather shy.  I'm the only person in the group who cannot speak Czech, I can only speak Tagalog and English, so the common language we have here is English... No words can express my loneliness, and sadness. I keep asking myself, why the hell I put myself in this situation.

I don't mind being surrounded with strangers who speak in a foreign language, because they  are strangers... I don't know them.. they don't know me... but being surrounded with familiar people but chose to speak in Czech, i'm so out of place.

The person I expected to make things easier for me became the person who makes it harder for me. I don't wanna be with this people.. as much as they don't want to be with me.  I could be wrong.


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8.24.16

These people became my friend by the end of the summer school! I'm so glad and happy. 

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A new friend

Naisin ko man na isulat lahat ng nasa aking isipan sa wikang Ingles, ngunit hindi ko magawa, sapagkat meron isang Czech na tumabi sa akin.

Here I was talking positive things in my previous post now only talks about negative things... People change according to where they are, what kind of environment they are. It's inevitable

It's funny, because this person became the bridge to befriend other people in the group. Her name is Viktoria, I call her Vicky, she's one of the loveliest ladies in the group. She's super friendly, she helped me lift my spirit, any make me smile. I found a new friend.

Things happen in a very unexpected situation. I'm glad, I went to India.

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