Giving Up!

I am willing to give up everything I have to pursue my dreams. It doesn't matter whether I don't have a successful career or accolades under my name like the others, for as long as I able to fulfill my heart's desires than to be a person who wouldn't do anything because she is afraid to fail.

I just realized one thing, 'i don't have everything' : )

I always say "I only have one life, if I will not do it now, then when? I have to do it now while I am still healthy, and young. The moment I die, there's no turning back"

Mistakes and Failures are part of growing up.
Learn to let go of things that others' think matters.

I've been reading blogs about people's realization when they're in 20s, I laughed! It's so funny, because it's true.  I took the course which I always thought will land me a better job, and after working for 4 years in the field, i realized it wasn't what I want to do; and I can no longer see myself in this field.

I was fascinated with teaching, so I took up 18 units of education while working, volunteered in Thailand and taught English to poor kids. It was fun, I enjoy it with all my heart, not the teaching process, but the fun in playing with kids. I knew that moment, I wasn't for teaching.

That year, I also enrolled in Japanese class, it was so fun. I really enjoy learning new languages, I'm so thankful that I haven't lose my interest till to date.

One thing is for sure, I still like my job, because it supports me financially, but I want something more.

I've travelled to Japan last Feb, stayed there for 1 week, got stranded due to snow storm;everyone is pissed off, except me. I was actually in a perfect mood. I like looking things at the brighter side, why? it doesn't do me any good If I keep frowning or mad, so I keep smiling. XD

I'm giving my self a timeline to achieve my dreams, I cannot afford to just waste my time, I'm not getting any younger, I must do something!

Lesson learned: Never be afraid to give up especially if it doesn't make you happy.

Just like what Confucius saying "Choose a job you love And you will never have to work a day in your life"

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