Finally! I have given up. There's no point on sticking or waiting for something to happen when you know from the beginning it will never work out the way you always wanted.
Anyway, it doesn't affect me at all, as I always keep moving forward and seldom look back.
Good bye!
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If I am not who I am today, I am probably somebody. XD
QA:
If a genie will appear in front of you and asks for your 3 wishes... what would it be?
---1.. Power to time travel ... 2... Make a world a better place 3... I wish to live a simple life, not like this.
If you can be anything you wanted to be, who would it be, or what would it be?
--- I want to be the person whom people cannot live without! I want to be useful to everyone, hmm, I also want to become a scientist or an astronaut, i find these fields really interesting. Teaching is one of the best professions in the world. I admire good teachers.
If you can change anything about you, what would that be?
Nothing at all. I love myself. Everyone has its own defect. Mine would probably my insensitivity, but it can be remedy. I just have to think twice before saying something.
I don't have a body like Beyonce, or a beauty like Keiko Kitagawa, or a brain like Albert Einstein, or athletic talent like Anna Kournikova, so what? it doesn't make me less human if I don't have these. At least, I'm proud of who I am, I love myself, and I have the confidence to face the world.
Do you like rain?
YES. It reminds me of Champorado. I want to eat it.
Do you care on what other people tell about you?
Absolutely not. I'm not even interested if they're talking behind my back. Let them speak. It doesn't affect me, be it good or bad.
What if you win in a lottery, what will you do?
I'll give my family a portion; there's no point in building a new foundation, so perhaps, Ill just support them. Ill treat my friends to jollibee. Ill buy a house and lot in batanes or elnido or sagada and live there. I'll probably ask any of my relative or family if they're interested in business and give them funds so they can provide job for other people. I am honestly not interested in business, maybe Ill invest in stock exchange.
I will secure my future, make sure I have enough food until I die. 3 times a day, since I don't usually take merienda. I want a simple life, so I don't need much money. But before that, I might as well try my luck in lottery, I never try it!
If you could own something, anything, what would it be?
Nothing. I don't want to have my own house, or a car. I'm happy renting or living with my family. Even if i have tons of money,I will never buy a car! I enjoy commuting.
Your dream?
Travel the world. Inspire People.
How can you say you have lived your life to the fullest?
When I travel the world? When at the end of the day, there's nothing I ask for. There's no "what ifs" "I hope" and "no regrets".
What are you afraid of?
Other people are so afraid to grow old alone, in my case, I AM SO AFRAID TO GROW OLD! I don't mind living alone, but growing old? If only I can stay young forever.. When you're old, you can do less.You are prone to diseases.. and eventually will DIE. I'm SO AFRAID to DIE. To GET SICK! I'm afraid not being able to do the things I love to do.
Aug 15, 2013
What if? QA
Aug 14, 2013
Day to day activity update
Time is running too fast, isn't it? It's finally August. Well, let's see...
I think I am the only happy among my colleagues when we all lose our job because I don't have to resign. I've been trying to muster all the courage to resign before, but find it too hard, because we have a lot of works to do.
I even posted on my Facebook wall that I've just created a club for people like me. BAHAY MUNA CLUB, where the activities involve are eating, watching, reading, sleeping.
3 Weeks ago, I went on a vacation in Beijing, China with my sister, room mate, and my cousin. It was fun, it's just, it's too hot there. Because, I wanted to look good on the photos, I wore a sneaker wedge, which is obviously impractical because we walked all throughout!
Since I have so much expectation in Beijing, I got disappointed I thought I will be able to see many pandas or appreciate their culture. I only find the great wall of china interesting, but due to hot weather, I wasn't able to enjoy it. It's also expensive, i spent my money buying tea!
The highlight of our beijing vacation will be the Happy Valley, I'm such a kid! I enjoy amusement parks most of the time.
I had finally finished all the requirements for my post graduate studies, i am not sure if I will be able to pass my midterm exam, because honestly, when I looked at the questionnaire, everything is essay. And there's a question which asked for my opinion, i gave it honestly. I think i'm going to fail it. I cannot lie on a subject matter i am particularly inclined just to get good grades.
With regards to Japanese, I guess I'm improving. I also received the documents from Japan regarding my volunteering next year. I shall apply for my visa soon, I do hope it will be approve,because I really don't have other intention aside for volunteering and experiencing their culture.
I think, of all the countries, I've been, they maybe a lot better than my country, yet, I would still choose to live here. Only Philippines, made me feel home. As far as places in the Philippines is concern, I will also go for E Nido or Sagada, maybe Batanes soon! - * Updated, Ill give up PH for Ireland :D
After July 3, i spent my days.. very busy. Of course, I am a person who cannot stand being idle in the entire day. I just keep myself busy with my freelance and studies. Not much leisure.
Just yesterday, i attended a job interview. When I just promised myself, I will not work in the office this year, i just got the job. Maybe it isn't really meant for me. At least, i can still go on my intended vacation and no one can stop me for sure. Not even my parents can stop me. I'm so stubborn :)
I am recently hook into reading, i can't sleep without reading!
I also gave up on my Euro Trip this coming September, if I pursue this, i no longer know what to achieve! Oh, I also intended to study abroad, i already inquired to some schools on the country I prefer, just need to submit my application, I'll do it before this year ends!
