The World is on The Recovery Process

It always amaze me how time flies, can't believe it's already 2021 and I am writing to my blog after a very long time. It feels like I was lost in dimensions.

In late 2019, I made a big move! I bought a flat, and moved in April 2020, precisely the reason why I am broke. 

2020 is certainly not the best year for everyone in the world, probably one of the worst nightmares anyone could possibly have. Due to the coronavirus (Covid-19), many people have lost their jobs, closed businesses, unable to travel, go to restaurants, concert, spa and not even a visit to a salon. We were mostly on the total lockdown. I spent a year in my flat, luckily, I got my friend living with me, until she left, that's when I started to feel emptiness. It could be very lonely, but I do not wish to take in another person to live with me. I missed spending Christmas and New Year with my family. I was scared to travel, so I really was just at home. I have no right to complain cos others have it worse. 

And since I am at home most of the time, I only see things for improvement in my flat :D I just cannot help it, I keep wanting to change things. 

I don't talk much, not even speak my mind, feel like I'm reaching my limit, so before I lose my sanity, I decided to go back home - Philippines. It was so much hassle and costly since I needed to do the PCR Test, definitely not a pleasant experience. 

When I arrived at the airport, and when I was on the plane and the transit connection, deep down inside me, I was very sad, the normally very busy areas are now empty. The traveling industry is very badly hit due to this pandemic that the world is experiencing and trying to fight with. 

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If I win in the lottery, I would like to build a school for underprivileged kids.

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If I am nature's fairy, I would turn all garbage into something 'earthy'. Small plastics on the land will turn into a flower or small plant or grass, big ones will become trees, if it's in the ocean, it will be sea creatures or sea plants. How lovely the world will be? And to punish any human being who will still destroy our nature, I will make sure that if they do not throw their trash properly, it will stick into their body, or maybe they will turn little by little into a tree. Wouldn't be a waste, isn't it? 

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My 2019 Random thoughts

I'm having random thoughts again. I've been inactive in the last 2 years and yet I can't think of anything significant that I did. I did not touch anyone's life nor made my life better. But my life isn't bad, it's actually good considering that I'm alive, I have family & friends, I can travel, I can eat 3 times a day, I don't work on weekends nor do overtime job and I get to have my lazy moments - that's why I have no right to complain.

I'm just thinking what life is, for other people? How can they say that they have a good life? or a meaningful life?
Are we not trying to just get by and wait till we die?

I keep thinking of my aspiration whenever I go for a walk and when I go to sleep. It would be so great if I can really establish a school for underprivileged kids all over the country - to provide them shelter, education, food and teach them how to survive the world until they are capable to stand on their own.

I also like the idea of sponsoring kids to help them achieve higher education.

And of course, how can I help our nature when the biggest problem is the people. I cannot get rid of those who have bad habits of abusing our environment. Even if you teach them, it just won't work. Humans are such stubborn creatures. If only I can cast a spell to turn all small garbages into flowers, bigger ones into a tree and the rest will be other plants that bear fruits and vegetables. How lovely the world will be.
And as punishment for those will continue to litter - it will be stick to their body. I wish people will treat nature as if their own life -to value and love it.

As for people who aim to harm others -- hmm, what could be the best punishment for them? Every time they try to hurt others, they will feel the pain they inflict on others. I wonder what the world will be like?

Why do I feel like I'm only living to get by? What's having a stable job, earnings and a house means in life? There must be something more.

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